Shigure no Hyakunin Isshu

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Read by LibriVox volunteer Larry Wilson.
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儀同三司母ぎどうさんしのはは

わすれじの
ゆくすえまでは
かたければ
今日きょうかぎりの
いのちともがな

Mother of the Honorary Grand Minister

けふをかき
りのいのち
ともかな

kimariji

わすれ

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Poem 54
わすれじの ゆくすえまでは かたければ
今日きょうかぎりの いのちともがな
Author: Mother of the Honorary Grand Minister (dates unknown–996)
Source: Shin Kokin Wakashū, Love
English Verse Translation
How difficult it is for men Not to forget the past! I fear my husband's love for me Is disappearing fast; This day must be my last.
— William N. Porter, 1909
Modern Translation
The promise that you would never forget me — that is too much to ask forever. I only wish my life would end today, while the vow still holds.
Commentary
This poem was composed around the time her husband, Fujiwara no Michitaka, first began courting her. It expresses the very height of happiness.
About the Poet
The Mother of the Honorary Grand Minister, Takashina no Kishi, was a noblewoman gifted with exceptional talent for Chinese poetry. She married the court noble Fujiwara no Michitaka, and had a son, Korechika, and a daughter, Teishi (who later became consort of Emperor Ichijō). But everything changed when her husband died at forty-three. Her sons Korechika and Takaie caused an incident by shooting arrows at the Retired Emperor Kazan, and were demoted and exiled; Teishi took Buddhist vows and became a nun. As her family was swept up in a spiral of decline, Kishi spent her remaining years anxious for their welfare, until her own death.
Mother of the Honorary Grand Minister's Chart of the Heart

A chart and a modern-language reflection of the poet's inner feelings.

The Poet's Feelings (A Personal Interpretation)

I want to hold onto the promise
"I'll never forget you" until my last breath.

Rather than watch your heart change,
let it end today, just like this.

Poem Illustration
Illustration for the poem by the Mother of the Honorary Grand Minister

This image is based on an illustration from William N. Porter's A Hundred Verses from Old Japan, his 1909 English translation of the Hyakunin Isshu published in England, colorized and reworked using Adobe Firefly (generative AI).